Will we last through the winter? Will we make it to see? I never wanted a partner and I never loved you, Now you are free to leave. This heart is already frozen, I can't remember to fall. And if I last through the winter, I swear to you now, I won't call.
Oh and last night I had a really fucked up dream...
Kath, Ana, Brit and I flew down to Florida for the day for some reason. I guess we were going to go see Andy's band play? Idk... While we were there I bought this awesome vintage necklace but after I put it on I started seeing the ghost of the lady that it belonged to through fireworks...it was so fucking crazy. Then after the show I was carrying a blue plate and a blue coffee cup over to Andy's van at some random gas station and throwing them on the ground so that they would smash and make a loud noise because I couldn't get his attention. hahahaha that's all that I remember.
Cause I'm a mess and you know that I can't help it The drive home never seemed this long before We're killing time just a little bit faster And I swear we'll make it
But I can't tell you what I don't know (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) The simple things that make my heart go (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) But I can't tell you what I don't know You'll have to wait You'll have to wait
Stay safe, stay strong And let me know that you'll be here while I am gone Because I'm coming home Coming home tonight Let's get this right I said I'm coming home Coming home tonight
You said it hurts and you know that I believe you Searching every little thing to find a way To tell your heart just to wait a little longer I swear we'll make it
But I can't tell you what I don't know (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) The simple things that make my heart go (Be mine tonight, be mine tonight) But I can't tell you what I don't know You'll have to wait You'll have to wait
Stay safe, stay strong And let me know that you'll be here while I am gone Because I'm coming home Coming home tonight Let's get this right I said I'm coming home Coming home tonight
One more night And we'll go spinning around the room And dance with our hearts on fire Cause every song is ours tonight And if you love me so, I'm gonna tell the whole world That it's the greatest thing that happened to me I've finally found a good reason to come home
"Take This To Heart" by Mayday Parade
...this song pretty much made me cry<3 loooove them.
Last night was so freakin fun. I got to catch up with 3 people who I love and miss so much (Pie, Jon & Casey). We went to the Half Penny and watched a cute little indie band and drank Long Island iced teas for literally hours haha I was a hot mess as always. Then we went back to Jon's apartment and drank Miller High Life and played with his puppy. Sooo fun. At some point in the night I was in the can and I found a pile of comics on the back of the toilet and took an unnecessary amount of pictures of them and sent them to Andy. Poor thing, he finally got to experience the perils of goofball drunken Amy. Lucky for me he's not an asshole like my last boyfriend and doesn't make me feel bad for drinking and having fun with friends. He's so amazing and I miss him so much. 6 days til beard attack!<3
I can honestly say that for the first time in my life, I can look at couples in love and actually be happy for them. I know it sounds kind of weird but I have always been the envious person of stuff like that. Now I can see people who are truly and love and be like "Awww!"...not "I want that!" or "I hate them!" This video gave me the chills/almost made me cry<3
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